Showing posts with label ego. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ego. Show all posts

Thursday, June 23, 2016

A Finite Game

~ A Finite Game ~ 




Hiding beneath silence
Like water over sand
The Ego dances violently
Upon Dark intent
Boasting obliteration
Of The Light

Fabrication of dreams
Deception in schemes
Fantasizing what Never was

Separate individuality
Fueled by finite games
Screams in pain while
Infinitely losing to
Its own delusions

Luminosity of Spirit
The Light immutable
Continues unaware of

Such madness




Poetry and Photo Imagery 
by Maryanne Mesplé
June 2016 

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

Short Story - The Ego Finds the Light

The Ego finds The Light




So, this Ego walks into a place called The Present and it’s tended and cared for by The Light. The Ego, snugging up their tight britches smugly saunters over to The Light and asks, “Who’s in charge?”

Well, The Light, being The Light, just keeps to One Self, doing nothing, seemingly ignoring The Ego – that’s the Ego’s perspective. The Ego, getting really irritated, like super really irritated, becomes consumed by feelings of unimportance. The Ego feels as if The Light is being rude by treating them, The Ego, as if they were not there. The Ego, pulls at the already too tight britches effected by an overblown sense of importance, and approaches The Light again.

The Ego’s irritation rises, becoming too big for their britches and the seams begin to fail under pressure. Bugged, the Ego convinces itself that The Light is fully to blame and responsible for The Ego’s britches being way to tight! “There will be darkness to pay!” bellows The Ego!

The Ego, reassessing the brilliance of The Light, reminds its Self of the justification for anger and frustration and doubts, because, "After all", The Ego thinks aloud, “Before entering this place called The Present and seeing The Light, my britches fit just right!”

* The past always knows when to throw a dog a bone, but anyway on with the story!

The Ego, all puffed up and full of themselves demands again, with dark indignation “Who’s in charge here?”

The Light, not noticing the Ego, continues to peacefully and lovingly exist. The brightness is now getting to The Ego’s core and sense of importance and in a fit of anger The Ego lashes out and throws a herculean punch into The Light! Pulling back, The Ego feels guilty, a bit, just a small bit, and then screams at the top of their lungs, “Who? Who is in charge here?” With a scream zipper popping loud their britches fell down around their ankles causing The Ego to trip and fall flat on their face!

The Light continued to shine - being in the moment of the Eternal Now and without a flinch nor a care as to what had just happened for nothing had happened in The Light’s existence. All that had happened was between The Ego and it’s own dream.

As The Ego fell to the floor, smashing their face, cracking open a particular place their false armor began to fall away and a light began to shine from inside The Ego space. At first the small shimmer of a glow was barely noticeable within the place called The Present but then, as the glow shined more brightly  - The Light suddenly acknowledged The Light that was pouring forth and said, “There your are brother! We’ve been waiting for you!” Let the party begin!

 ~ Moral of this story? Let there be Light and don’t wear pants too tight.



Story by Maryanne Mesplé
Inspired by ACIM
Photo by and of Maryanne Mesplé

Surrender

~ Surrender ~




Surrender your burdens,
Heaviness held tight.

Throw down your fears,
Surrender the fight.

Burst apart completely,
Surrender the lie.

Embrace the Light,
Let the ego die.


Poem by Maryanne Mesplé
Inspired by ACIM
Artwork by David Mesplé
"Artist as own Father"


Monday, June 13, 2016

Dear Ego

(Photo of and by Maryanne Mesplé, Santa Cruz CA)


Dear Ego

I’m done hiding in shadows
Of creeping around in the night

I’m done with hurts and anguish
From dreaming I’m not right

I’m done with spooky monsters
Misshapen forms that creepily look like me

I’m done with mistrust and misery
Thinking I’m the defective one not you

It’s never you so it must be me

I’m done with trying to please the world
That means everyone

I’m done measuring my soul against yours
And believing you've won

I’m done with pretending
There’s a hologram boogieman
Hungry to make me cry

I’m done believing all that you say
Is truth 'cause you never lie

I’m done feeding you dreams
Believing you care

I’m done following you blindly
Afraid to be free

Now

I’m done being what you call  fearful and guilty
Because now I'm free to be the spirit that is 'me’



Poem by Maryanne Mesplé
June 2016