Enter - Julie Lynn

~Enter - Julie Lynn~

Secrets kept beneath God’s breath

Are never revealed until

The moment when in expectation

There is a face given a name

Time spent in worry and wonder

Dreaming of who shall appear

Thinking of moments not yet

Lived and then with forceful love

You breathe deeply and I sigh

You jump the bridge between

Ocean and land

I welcome home my

Newest love

The supposed pain is just a dream

The magic is put into motion

Greeting hugging looking

Wondering if we’ve met before

Wispy hair and the softest skin

Breath so fresh in this foreign land

Our eyes drink one another in

God’s secret is revealed at last and

I grasp your love and hang tightly

For together we’ve an adventure

And we’ve made a pact

Forever you’ll be a beat in

My heart

(Julie Lynn - born May 30th, 1979

Photo by Maryanne Mesplé - mom)


Poem by Maryanne Mesplé May 2016

~ Sleeping Eve’s Lament ~

(Photo by Maryanne Mesplé 5-2016)

~Sleeping Eve’s Lament~

I sleep - I dream

Eyes shut against visions unreal

Believing I see and hear God

I sleep - I dream

Desiring, devouring

Forbidden harvest

Believing I’m dismantling truths

I sleep – I dream

I fall betraying my soul

Revealing the rawness

A veneer of flora conceals

Believing I’m naked

I sleep - I dream

Reaching inward outside myself

Touching skin to love

Believing I’m birthing sin

I sleep – I dream

Unconscious in fantasia

Waiting to be awakened

Believing Singularity

Poem and Photo by Maryanne Mesplé May 2016 

God Knows You

The thickness of yesterday

Prevents me from breathing

I'm gasping - choking

 The denseness of the past

Suffocates me as I drown

Submerged in the discovery

Of secrets kept

Silent

Cutting deep into my marrow

Severing life from my heart

My voice is stolen

My life is shaken

There is Anger

Anger too venomous

Anger that is beyond

Understanding

Anger

Fueled by Kali’s breath

Filling my soul

I am overcome

There's a desire 

A compulsion

A calling

To hunt you down

The wanting of

Vengeance

The need for

Revenge consumes me

You should be a trophy

You should hang lifeless

On the nail that

Caused all our

Lives 

To bleed out

In this moment I now

Know what

and Who

True Evil

Is

You know what you did

You know what you harmed

You know how you harmed

You know who you harmed

You know you lied to yourself

And your soul knows

God knows

But then

You've always been smarter than

God 

So you've thought So

You've acted

You believe you are cool

You believe you are smart

You believe you are above it all

But God Knows

Your smirk

Your smugness

Your stench is over powering

You. Know. Who.

You. Are.

And God Knows

Poem by Maryanne Mesplé

May 21, 2016

Questions Answered

My Question

Am I a helpless codependant soul

Incapable of being apart from 

Those that dramatize my world? No ...

Am I defined by reckless

Emotions of Egos?

Egos that flail about with intentions of

Demanding penance from me?

Desiring a penance demonstrating self deprecation,

Self Annihilation of my Spirit, my light? No ...

What do I want? Where is God?

Who am I? What is my defining essence?

My Answer

I Am A Co-Arising Eternal expression of God.

I am success defined with and by love,

I am freedom within my expressions, 

I am my passions,

I am the peace and harmony of this moment 

Never to be lost.

I am clarity and focus - I am Attention fired by Intention.

I am in that Gap between the here and the now. 

I draw creativity into my being and then ...

Then I breathe life into my creative expressions to become me.

I am my written voice, my verbal voice, my

Silent unspoken words of pain and joy.

I am the flow of self expression desiring 

To touch hearts and souls in sharing life.

I am What I think and What I say. 

I am THAT part of Creation - The I Am part of what was before me

And what will be after me and what is inside of me.

I am found in the pause between my inhaling and exhaling,

I am that space between my heart and my soul and more.

In That space, That gap,  I find my beginning

 Concocting the recipe of my essence, creating who I AM

So that I may find who I AM and why I AM.

And I know with a quiet earthshaking certainty that ....

I exist because of God - I Will always BE because of GOD.

I am not my Ego, 

I am not what is demanded of me by other Egos,

Egos that unconsciously desire everyone

 to stay lost in pain and suffering ... 

No. I. Am. Not.

With my Questions came my Answers

With my Answers there is release of 

An eternity of tension within me.

My body melts away into my true ethos

Where I am at peace between the

Gaps of my life filled by GOD.

I can now see My true reflection of who I AM,

I see MY essence mirrored back at me.

 In THEIR eyes as they look at me,

And It is like kissing the lips of GOD with my soul

And I tangibly and visually feel the Love of 

Infinity.

Even if I am the only one that sees me, still I am comforted

By knowing YOU know who I am 

All questions answered and peace ensues