My Question
Am I a helpless codependant soul
Incapable of being apart from
Those that dramatize my world? No ...
Am I defined by reckless
Emotions of Egos?
Egos that flail about with intentions of
Demanding penance from me?
Desiring a penance demonstrating self deprecation,
Self Annihilation of my Spirit, my light? No ...
What do I want? Where is God?
Who am I? What is my defining essence?
My Answer
I Am A Co-Arising Eternal expression of God.
I am success defined with and by love,
I am freedom within my expressions,
I am my passions,
I am the peace and harmony of this moment
Never to be lost.
I am clarity and focus - I am Attention fired by Intention.
I am in that Gap between the here and the now.
I draw creativity into my being and then ...
Then I breathe life into my creative expressions to become me.
I am my written voice, my verbal voice, my
Silent unspoken words of pain and joy.
I am the flow of self expression desiring
To touch hearts and souls in sharing life.
I am What I think and What I say.
I am THAT part of Creation - The I Am part of what was before me
And what will be after me and what is inside of me.
I am found in the pause between my inhaling and exhaling,
I am that space between my heart and my soul and more.
In That space, That gap, I find my beginning
Concocting the recipe of my essence, creating who I AM
So that I may find who I AM and why I AM.
And I know with a quiet earthshaking certainty that ....
I exist because of God - I Will always BE because of GOD.
I am not my Ego,
I am not what is demanded of me by other Egos,
Egos that unconsciously desire everyone
to stay lost in pain and suffering ...
No. I. Am. Not.
With my Questions came my Answers
With my Answers there is release of
An eternity of tension within me.
My body melts away into my true ethos
Where I am at peace between the
Gaps of my life filled by GOD.
I can now see My true reflection of who I AM,
I see MY essence mirrored back at me.
In THEIR eyes as they look at me,
And It is like kissing the lips of GOD with my soul
And I tangibly and visually feel the Love of
Infinity.
Even if I am the only one that sees me, still I am comforted
By knowing YOU know who I am
All questions answered and peace ensues
